i Dont Want To Hear

i dont want to hear your sorry
i dont want to hear you understand,
i want to hear you'll listen
i want to hear you'll hold my hand.
im not coping with the emotions
im not coping with how i feel,
i cant see a way of smiling again
i cant see a way to heal.
does she know i love her
does she know ill always care,
i want her to know i miss her
i want her to know i'll be there.
i dont want to hear shes with me
i dont want to know she's here,
she's not safe cuddled in my arms
she's not safe && tucked up near.
please understand im not strange
please understand im still a mummy,
im a mummy with empty arms
who cant comfort her daughter with a dummy.